in the middle of the night

so here i am, trying to feel a little 'heaven' of mind. a 'lil bit laughing with a pain on my right back shoulder.

pernah ngerasa sakiiit sekali sampai-sampai ga berasa sakit lagi? i'm exhausting, too tired then feel no tired at all. biasanya, ga sanggup terjaga sampai jam segini. sampai rumah, langsung tepar. but now?